last time blogging..

im going today, 3 pm sharp insyaAllah..... please pray for my success, my well being.. .
im excited to wear purdah.. i wanna feel d feeling of nobody know who i am.. :P
anyhow, i have to remind myself that i have to always keep my mouth shut, and always beware coz everywhere that i went before, there must be a foe.. so this one, just be nice and cool... and always merendah diri.. :P

see yeah wouldn't wanna be yah!

clearing my handphone memory

dah lame tak jumpe memory card reader... and when i found one.. time to clear up.. for new photos and memory ahead..




the blue one portrays my love can be tear apart..
but the other one, it will remain until.. i lost it :P

mamai dalam kereta api..

adek hapai speech dalam keta api

bunga waktu nak melawat pipah kat hospital

tak sabar abeh final exam..!!
nak gi gombak

gift untuk tetamu.. kenduri paksu JON

pekerja kilang yang produktif..

ALza.. time still kat perodua

ini zarip yang macho...

bakal pengantin.hhaha

kanak3 yang girang gembira apabila mendapat cokelat.. :P

i dgn mak i

kawthar honey..

bakal ustazah keluarge..

pelamin...

b4 coming back, singgah umah mak sedare beberape hari kat sungai buloh..
and terdengarlah cerita2 hantu mereka yang tak berape nak paham..

dan ini pula binantang peliharaan ku... beliau sangat lah kebosanan sampai tak tau nak uat ape.. keje lari3... tpi sbb comel.. so diammapkan.. :)

goin to alorstar..

hi! pagi tadi dah exciden.. tp tak sedar2.skrg im on de way to alorsetar...again. my sis nak jumpe kawan die, and I? saje gatai ikot... hehe
ye la.lepas ni most probably tak leh kuar dah
kuar je dari tahfiz, ustazah tu cakap kene pakai purdah, glove, jubah wane itam.. takkan tgh jalan nak bukak lak purdah bile masok lam keta? mesti r pakai sampai balik umah an... hurmm..
dah tu skg, tumpang tak pakai lagi dan tak alim lagi, I nak pergi main bowling jap.. heheh!~
lpas nie, kuar pon tak 3 bulan kot tak nampak dunia. I jumpe pompuan je dalam tu... dah tak ingat dah laki camne.hahahha
arituh g jumpe budak tahfiz dalam tu, tanye di dah bape lam dok situ?
die kate6 tahun! mak eh.. dah jadi tahfizah dah tu! tapi cane la die leh tahan tak kuar dari situ? uh..... say penng memikirkan.. aku yang rock nie leh ke tahan?

exciden

we just got use of the car about a week and a half.. then.. i accidentally accidentkan ALza tersebut..
haha~! sungguh sedih oke!! but its not my fault! truely.. i was on the main road, and suddenly KIA and seorang cine yang kaye keluar buat macam jalan bapak die.. i pon elak lah.. elak punye elak ...

me: fuhh~~~ naseb baik tak kene!

satu saat kemudian..

bupp.. ! kereta bergoyang..
tangan nie ape lagi tekan hon macam tak berenti la!~ die turun offer me rm50~ je! tengkorak die! kemek keta i oke!! calar lagi! tau la i pakai perodua buatan malaysia ja
dia pakai KIA buatan org2 KIA.. hehe
ha, gua heret die sampai umah, cakap ngan abg gua.. die kate nak dtg bawak kawan tgk bape harga repair.. gua oke je r
ambek no phone, plat keta, and nama... tapi kalo die tak dtg, tgk la.. i cari smapai lobang cacing oke!!!!!

hadoi... rosak reputasi lesen keta yang dapat full teros nie! tibe2 je excident bila nak dekat 3 tahun drive!!!

pesanan khidmat masyarakat : kalo nak belok mase nak masok junction lain, tgk la btol2.. adoi.. nie org dah h on pon bawak laju macam nak round2 kat roundabout ape kes? buat org fobia nak bawak kereta tau~! aww...

tafhiz.. am i going?

assalamualaikum.. juz got back from alorstar and jitra yesterday.. we went visiting a tahfiz there which maisarah had been studying after spm..
it was just oke, I mean,, takkan nak harap tahfiz 5 bintang plak an?
the ustazah gave me a list to be brought there, like :
1) kene bawak tilam, selimut bantal
(tido atas tilam, bgn pagi kene lipat) - nie yang paling malas neh! hehe
2) purdah
3) sarung tangan
4) jubah hitam

yang nie sume tak perlu risau, my sister dah ade..
tapi an, fuh.. ape rase pakai purdah ye?
ape rase duduk 3 bulan kat situ nnt? kang nages mintak balik kang!! hahaha << nie yang paling takot.. and, am i going to change after this? i mean , dah tak pergi jeram toi? haha
and i rase, akan ade lagi byk poem la lepas nie.. about my life at tahfiz!
but, i knoe i have to be strong.. and objective.. i cant play aroun, sembang sane sini.. coz i only have 3 months, to memorize as much as possible..

my sister said, "before coming here,, u kene ngulang dulu ape yang dah hapal, then ble masok cni, just proceed dgn hafalan.." but the thing is.. im not that discipline enough! hehe~~ pernah try ngulang balik, sehari dua hari je jadi.. lepas tu.. lalai~!
time semayang bace juzu' amar je... mane nak bace surah panjang2! takot tersilap.. maklomlah ingatan tak kuat
:P

so skrg, i nak gi men badminton kat luar.. :P nnt masok tahfiz, tak tau kat sane leh sports ke dak an.. kuar2 kang gemok.. hehe
this is for now :) i have another week to blog.. and then off.... off.. off... or forever.. ?

menyampah

i started trying to get registered since 23rd... I followed everything that was on schedule.. then suddenly tgh2 tido waktu tenghari tu.. wana call..

wana: ikhlas, derang dah tutp registration for short sem la.. mmg la derang bukak lagi skunk, tapi kite dah tak dapat tau. tu cume untuk longsem je tinggall..

ikhlas: ah tidak!!! mana bley macam tu siot.. tak aci
password aku yang wat prob mane bley2!! tak aci, lain kali bgtau la kuota shortsem berape. leh berebut2.

wana: tu la, mak aku soh aku keje je

ikhlas : tak de tetap tak aci!!! abehs umor aku kot
kalo tak dah bley settle atleast like 3 subjects pon ok la
leh graduate awal cket
siot nye uia

hmm.. begitulah ceghitenye
siyes tak aci dol
mane bley camnie
lain kali infom la pape awal2
nie dgn nama aku tak letak lam sistem, pswrds tak leh acces, aku call gombak, die suruh call nilai.. dah call nilai tak angkat.. tak leh get through! gile.. sumpah aku nyampah
benti belaja terus sbb uia ******* kang baru tau!!

geerrraaammmnnnyyyeee...~~!!!!!!
smlm i tido kol 3 sbb try nak access pwrd **** tu okey!! still takleh access.. dah la rituh result pon tak leh bukak. dah bley bukak resault, yang nie plak tak bleyh
aku la.....
hmm.. astaghfirullahalazim.. sabo la cek IKhlas oi... keje nak maki je die nie!

novel grafik

MAMBO DI KUALE..
there's a page that urge me to write this crazy thoughts of mine ...

page 29, in the book :

mak : "cane idop kat kolumpo?"
anak: " macam tu la, bu.. masing-masing kejar duit... tak de duit satu menda pon tak jadi...!"
mak :" bukan duit..rezeki..! "

ha.. at least i got somebody who is reeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaallly in my side..
some claimed I only look for money... so what? without money I cant even eat! im not leaving in the era where we exchange things lagi k(sistem barter)
nor im in the era when 1kg of fish baru rm2.. skrg dah mahal k!
so, its not just about me wanting my husband to be all bloody rich.. its just about to survive, n survive n survive... tak nak hutang, hutang, hutang...
tlongla bgtau kat gua sape yang kate.. takpe la.. 'I cintakan die' tak kesah la kalo die tak de duet pon.. WTH? betol ke? do you believe in forever-lasting-love w-i-t-h-o-u-t money? nak sara hidup, gune duet, nak bersihkan badan nak mandi pon kene duet ( bil air, tandas awam untuk musafir pon kene duet ok skrg!, lampu bilik air), education anak2 one day, berchenta pon kuar duet oke! kredit nak mesej, call, dating,education fees yang tertunggak dek PTPTN lagi, kereta, minyak, rumah.. sume tu maken mahal kot skunk!!!
kalau love, tapi hari2 gadoh sal duet cmnei watpe :

isteri : i yang sare u oke! ikot cakap i
suami: (nak uat cane, aku tak de duet)

hah, lame2 crack gak ....

I ade experience on one couple, as I heard their story..

waktu dulu kala, cinte bagai nak rak..

mom: jgn kawen ngan perepuan tu.chenta tak ke mana..
him: nak jugak. tak kire. what ever it takes.. i want her!
mom: jangan, i've told u already that she's not a nice girl..jangan heret pompuantu kuar salu, ape nnt org cakap? kalu nak kwen pon u r not financially stable! die ade la gaji tetap.. tapi berapa ratus sangat sebulan.. kalau kawen pon nnnt susah.. sabar2 la. ingat Allah

the next day, g KL berpoya2 bersama..

mom: ive told you dont take her with you again? how many times do i have to remind you? berdosa tu wahai anakku!
him : .....
mom: awak nak kawen sangat ke? just fins someone else.. die pernah hantar msj mcam2, die tka sesuai...
him:....
mom: awak pilih mama ka dia? awak pilih keluarga ka dia?
him : .. dia!
mom: ......
him: die dah tolong i byk k. I cant leave her.. die pinjamkan i byk sangat duet. nobody will sacrifice that much for me..

tolonglah.. buang keluarge kerana seorang pompuan..!
then, ALLah Maha Adil..

when they get married...

him with no money, no job
his wife with rm900 per month salary

d wife: i want my money back
him: what for?
d wife: future
him:...
her:..
him:...
her: i want a divorce.. dont ever touch my son, or i'll tell the court u've never given me any nafkah before this. im d one who is supporting u!
him: (kalau tak dah lame aku lepaskan, tapi untuk anakku, aku tetap bersabar) - dalam hati

kemana si lelaki ini pegi? ofcourse la balik kat keluarge bile ade masalah.. bile bahagia, buang.

there, u see my pppoint? chenta skjap je. tak kemana. chenta manusia.. dah berapa ramai org putus, then dapat je cari chenta lain? jawab2.. ade la dalam sejuta kot..
berape ramai suffer pasal duit? jawabannye : semua yang tak kaye la.. haha

what ever.. the point is... zaman skrg org mmg perlukan duet.. mmg duet nie mainan dunia.. (ALlah dah berfiman macam tu)
org boleh gila pikir pasal duet, masok wad pasal duet... jadi.. im just saying, I need money, tu je
bukan ape pon. i know la duet bkn evreything, just seorang laki perlu ade duet ape nak kawen, sare anak2.. tu yang org kate berkemampuan. mampu baru kawen, mampu baru menggatal, kalo tak tak tepati syarat org yang wajib berkawin kerana tak berkemampuan

?P

wassalamu

avatar

ini lama punya post.. sblm tahfiz.. tak sempat siapkan .. simpan as draft je dari dulu..

salamlekkom..

I've just watched avatar a week ago.. (ketinggalan zaman) hehe~
this is all because everybody around me keeps saying that avatar is sooo fantastico fantastic..
so , I took the cd and watched all by myself to see what AVATAR is all about? but in the same time... ade lak suare sumbang kat belakang.. "lapar la, kitorang nak makan ape nie?" haha.. dalam hati : (gi la masak, boring kot masak hari2) haha..
anyhow,
i got the idea of this movie is related to something about 'jelmaan' .. coz one of my favorite cartoon is avatar too..~~ but this one is different..
I keep thinking why does certain dialogues and scenes sound familiar to me? and where the hell did they even think of producing this great kind of movie? as I were thinking, neglecting my brothers starvation behind me.. :P i have the answer.. but weather it is right or wrong, these are my thoughts.. correct me if its just my condemnation towards western movies........ :)

here we goo...

[1:34].. "they trust me"
[1:35].. "look, they sent me here,to learn your ways. so one day i could bring this message and you will believe it"

the heroin : you knew that this would happened?

..

an when they ignore the message, still with their arrogance... and when the people came to destroy their place... they still wouldn't believe the message..and end up with a massive destruction.

hm.. im thinking of our history.islamic history and philosophy. that prophets were sent among us, from one of us.. so that we could believe the message propagated.. so we could learn from them.. and so we believe with the mukjizat given to them for us to be certain that Allah is The Almighty..

[1:50]... kononnya laki tu leh naik burung merah yang amat besar dan susah sangat dicontrol ... knonnye dapat mukjizat tibe2, and then baru everybody nak percaye laki tu.. HA..

question : is avatar is one of the movies like 2012? if you analyze every scene.. there are some which is very similar with Islamic history.. Allah helped us with burung ababil, tentera bergajah.. and so on.. you can see the relation with the movie.. you can choose that either avatar gives us lessons for us to think or is it a negative influence to Muslims.. I choose both.. how bout u?

kereta yang pernah dibawaki.. :P

ini adalah kereta2 yang pernah saye bawak sepanjang hidop ini....
first of all...


mesti r kan, kat tempat lesen pon bawak nie gak. pastuh ngan sewa keta lagik mesti ah kancil gak..murah cket
$$$$$$ :D

second,
ha.. lebey kurang ceni r.....
mule2 beli wane merun, dah excident byk sangat,
tukar wane purple.. :P
tapi bukan nombo plat tu le.. tu gamba kat tenet
:))

oh..
selit moto jap..

nie pon penah ade gak..





skuter nyamuk ku yang salu pakai g keje kat
CC MNY kesayangan cekwan ku dulu..
:P
tapi i punye wane biru
and lawa dari gajah white punye :P

yang nie salu bwak gi sekolah..
wane merah menyala... tapi dah kene curik :(
and then gi sekolah nek geqhek ja.. :P
nahas la kau pencuri2 moto, tak de keje lain ke! gile!

dah tu skunk pakai yang nie je la... adek bwk gi sekolah plak.. ..

tapi tak la secantek nie.. dah buruk daa... tok bagi :P



yang nie penah bawak yang bobby punye..
bile bawak ok je.. tapi die tu ha, komen byk sangat..
itu tak betol, ini tak betoll.. macam mak haku plak an.. (jgn mare~~~)








yang nie lak bwk time pinjam kete ilmie gi survey tmepat kem.....
and time tok bagi pinjam gak .. :P

ini pulak viva kak dayah...
bawak keluar2 lunch and balik umah n merata gak ah.. hehe :P

later, waktu tak de kereta arituh,kak lini bagi bawak kereta die g alorstar.. hyundai beb!!

hohoh..laju...~!
tapi makan minyak ar an.. 2.0+++ tak ingat la....
tapi best soit~!!
die kate name kete tu hyundai racer ke ape tah..

and sekarang, i secara rasminye bawak alza.. yeyeye~~!!

akhirnye dapat gak mpv, cukup la ngan adek beradek i yang ramai tu..
kalo tak dulu, penat beriba.. :P
yang ni epon kekok gak, sbb auto.. tapi best!~
alhamdulillah..

adam gelak suka suki

It's been ages that we cant see Adam.. and, my brother record this.....
I'm flabbergasted!

before this, he's the polite baby ever!

ini time dia mau memerap.. haha
memerap pon cute!

and this happens when cant see him too.. :(
tgk2 dah pandai merankak ok!!

ayyoo.. ADAM hanif..cepatnye dah besar dan makin sehat3..

I miss my handphone!

my sis brought along my handphone to Ipoh!

when I woke up, I searched for my handphone... takde!
kan dah lambat bangun subuh!!

when I wanna look at the time..there's no handphone!
kan dah tak tawu kol bape!!

when I wanna call my friend..
nak gune ape!!

when I wanna check important dates for this month..
mane ade salin kat tempat lain!

when I'm folding clothes...
salunye bukak Ahmad Toha nye recitation..
kali nie nak dengar ikot mane!

before sleeping I usually hear my favorite chicken ringtone..
tonight dah tak de! cane nak tido!

when I'm cooking.. the table usually vibrates with "A message has been received" ..
but tomorrow, dah tak de!

When I'm alone...
tibe2 terdengar cam bunyi orang call airnie..
padahal handphone takde!

adek, balik la cepat...!!!~~~
boring kot takde handphone..
:((

an advise to my friend

----------------PROBLEMS-------------- They Are Always Here, They Want To Be Near, Giving Lessons, And Always In Mansions.. They Will Come And Go, So Don't Keep But Let Go, Let The Biggest Problem Be Nothing, then U'll Easily Meet The Ending.. Allah Is And Always There, To Him U Cry From Him You Rise, A friend May Cant Help All, But With Him U'll Never Fall.. My friend You Must Remember, Hatred And Anger Do Not Last Longer, If You Are Happy And A forgiver, Your Heart Will Be Calm Forever.. As I'll Not Always Be Here, And Not Always Be Near, You Do Have To Remember.. I'm Always Care to Hear.. --------------------------------------

Tips Menghafaz Al-Quran

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editor : everjihad

Sebenarnya menghafal al-Quran ni bukanlah sukar sangat,yang penting kemahuan dan cita-cita mengatasi segalanya.


1-BETULKAN NIAT

Ramai orang yang menghafaz al-Quran tidak menjaga niat mereka. Ada diantara kita yang menghafaz al-Quran semata-mata untuk memenuhi kehendak sukatan pelajaran. Perkara ini banyak berlaku dipusat pengajian tinggi yang menghafaz hanya sekadar untuk meluluskan diri dalam peperiksaan.Dari sudut peperiksann itu adalah normal dan amat baik tetapi dari sudut keagamaan ia bertentangan dengan konsep penghafazan al-Quran. Sebenarnya, kita mesti menjaga niat menghafaz al-Quran hanya untuk meraih keredhaan ALLAH, semoga ia mampu menolong kita untuk memasuki Jannah-Nya dan mendapat keampunan buat diri dan seluruh keluarga kita,amin.


2-ISTIQAMAH

Setiap ibadat itu, perlukan sifat istiqamah atau berterusan. Di dalam penghafazan al-Quran, istiqamah merupakan asas tunjang yang amat kuat. Tanpa istiqamah, PERCAYALAH, hafazan seseorang itu akan rosak dan hilang begitu sahaja. Para penghafaz sudah tentu tahu hukum menghafaz al-Quran kemudian diabaikan sehingga lupa. Sebagai contoh, istiqamah dalam muraja'ah atau mengulang sejuzuk sehari,insyaALLAH hafazan kita akan ingat berkekalan jika ISTIQAMAH.


3-BERAMAL

Beramal dengan setiap ayat yang dihafaz adalah salah satu syarat untuk menjadi penghafaz cemerlang. Setiap ayat mestilah difahami maknanya dan diteliti takwilnya agar kita mendapat kefahaman yang betul berlandaskan syariat. Sebahagian ayat al-Quran menyeru melakukan kebaikan dan sebahagian lagi menyeru meninggalkan kemungkaran. Oleh itu ,berpeganglah dengan apa sahaja yang diperintahkan al-Quran, mengikut kemampuan yang kita miliki. Kita akan dapati betapa manisnya nikmat menghafaz al-Quran jika kita tahu kelebihannya.


4-PERDENGARKAN BACAAN KEPADA TEMAN

Gunakan sedikit masa yang ada untuk memperdengarkan bacaan kepada teman (yang juga menghafaz al-Quran) kerana ini akan menjaga hafazan agar tidak mengalami kesilapan.
Kita mungkin tidak sedar jika kita membaca dengan silap. Jika diteruskan kesilapan itu takut akan bertapak dengan kuat dihati kita.Ini akan mengundang masalah untuk membetulkannya.Tetapi jika selalu diperdengarkan kepada teman-teman insyaALLAH kesilapan akan dapat diperbaiki sebelum melekat di ingatan.


5-SETIA PADA SEBUAH AL-QURAN

Mungkin ini pelik bagi orang biasa, namun tidak pelik bagi penghafaz al-Quran.Tabiat suka menukar al-Quran masa ke semasa boleh menganggu hafazan kita. Ia akan memeningkan kita dari segi mengingati struktur ayat, kerana setiap al-Quran mempunyai pelbagai saiz. Ia juga mempunyai perbezaan dari segi waqaf dan sebagainya. Ini akan membuatkan kita ragu dengan hafazan sendiri. Seeloknya, kita mesti tetap berpegang kepada satu al-Quran sahaja sehingga hafazan kita benar-benar kukuh dan bersemadi di hati. Disamping kita menetapkan fokus struktur ayat, ia juga akan menjadi berkat.


6-ULANGI BACAAN SETIAP HARI

Bagi memantapkan hafazan, kita wajib mengulang hafazan lalu setiap hari, jangan sesekali menjalani hidup tanpa muraja'ah kerana ini akan melunturkan hafazan sedikit demi sedikit. Kata seorang ulama', sehari kita meninggalkan al-Quran seminggu dia akan meninggalkan kita, seminggu kita meninggalkannya sebulan dia akan meninggalkan kita pula, apatah lagi jika meninggalkan sebulan, maka setahun jadinya. Perkara ini sudah tentu dirasai penghafaz al-Quran. Jadikanlah ia sebagai pedoman agar kita tidak meninggalkan muraja'ah.


7-ULANGI BACAAN DLM SOLAT

Mengulang hafazan didalam solat seharian akan menguatkan ingatan kita terhadap ayat-ayat al-Quran yang telah dihafaz. Jangan biasakan diri membaca ayat-ayat lazim sahaja, biasakan diri membaca surah-surah yang telah dihafaz dalam solat. Ini akan mengukuhkan lagi ingatan hafazan kita, kerana waktu itu kita tidak memegang al-Quran ditangan,dan akan menjadi khusyuk di dalam bacaan dan berusaha untuk membacanya dengan baik supaya tidak merosakkan pahala solat kita. Ini adalah salah satu latihan buat huffazul Quran agar membiasakan diri mengulangi tanpa berpegang kepada kitab al-Quran kerana orang yang mengulang hafazan tanpa al-Quran ditangan lebih hebat dari yang mengulang dengan al-Quran ditangan.

Sebagai panduan yang bukan sahaja untuk semua malah para hamlatal Quran lainnya. Sesungguhnya nikmat kemanisannya sukar untuk diungkapkan dengan kata-kata.

http://www.iluvislam.com/v1/readarticle.php?article_id=2341

A story..

Finally.. the semester ends...

She really doesn't wanna go home.But why? Being home is like everything to her... Even when she was in form3, she rebelled intensely against her mother's decision for not staying in the hostel! what a pathetic girl!
Now she has a chance to go home, be home, but she doubts it... would she be able to do what she planed for her holiday?

last week,

mummy : the car loan is not yet been signed by the authority. I'm afraid we can't have a car until the next two months.. I don't have money at all to even buy a motorcycle.

her: oooooo... (sad)

mummy : r u coming back my darling?

her: i think, I'll find a job here.. I cant help anything if I'm home.. there's no car for everybody, so still I cant help anything. I want to earn my own money to survive next semester...

mummy : there's nobody home. come back and help with the house chores.your sister is staying alone sometimes because she arrives early than the others.. at least you can help with that.

her: but i want money3! i have to have my own money.. you cant afford my education if i dont start working now, I hate financial problems!!

mummy: we survived trough all the circumstances before, why do you have to bring up the issue now..?

her: coz i've waited too long for something miracle to happen, but it didnt. so i have to work on my own.. I have to do it by myself ..

mummy: hmm....

her : I'll sleep over it ma..

there, now she's back home..she realized that there are certain missions that she can do without a car..
sometimes it is bored, not going anywhere, limited places, limited friends while waiting for a car.. as a saying goes, A watched pot never boils.. An urgent meeting have to be delayed as waiting for a taxi to arrive is like forever...! Masya-Allah Allah helps her family to go trough the hard time.they always keep in mind that ' all things are difficult before they go easy', as 'all good thing comes to those who wait'....do remember sometimes April flowers bring May flowers.. and not to forget.. Al-Baqarah(216) :"Fighting is prescribed upon you, and ye dislike it. But it is possible that ye dislike a thing which is good for you, and that ye love a thing which is bad for you. But Allah knoweth, and ye know not."

weeks later, the car dealer called for money.. and her family did manage to pay it.. thanks to her friend "the president anakdara' and 'gajah which is weirdly white'.... now,that's what we call miracle, last minute help! They are always there when she needs help.. and so.. the car will be arriving 3 days from now InsyaAllah, after all their money was being spent on taxies for 2 months!!

as she recalled back her moments looking for money..

her : may i borrow your money?

anonymous : how much?

her: about ***

anonymous : 'gile banyak.ko nak buat ape banyak tu?

her : ade la.. its better that i tell just to those who can borrow me the money, if not... just keep in mind that I can help myself..

anonymous : what for? maybe I can help

her : a car loan

anonymous: what for?

her: to buy a car la stupid..what else? takkan nak beli air mangga nak buat loan?

anonymous : sorry la, aku takde duet..

her: (dalam hati).. mengong.tu la aku cakap.baik tak yah tau kalau tak leh bagi pinjam .org kene cepat.kol 5 jakgi dah kene hanta duet.mesti die fikir lain nie.. ingat aku nak beli kereta suke2.. loan masuk lagi 2 hari kot, kene byr ptg nie,pinjam 2 hari je la.. hadoi..

anonymous : asal ko nak beli kete bai?

her : no reply. (malas nak layan..)
.. if only u knoe how we feel surviving nearly 3 months without a car, for work, school, food...and others..

anonymous: .....

she hates borrowing money..! that's the reason why she wants to marry a bloody rich guy sooo much~~~!! (sounds like me). now.. everything is cool.thanks to ALlah, masyaAllah, He has awarded her with 2 friends that is always there for her.. (InsyaAllah).. thanks guyz!"datangla naik ALZA bile2" as she said.

poems

Lets split..

I think about objective
a very distinctive one
you think of subjective
a very critical one

I cant compare mine with yours
the way we see differs
the way we solve contradict infers
that show the different mind of ours

it would be the best
and here is no jest
I'm not gonna go backward
lets move forward

the future can save hours
save the past for our memories
so.. why wait?
lets split!!

hahahahha.. best siot..

I'm not sure with the word used.. please correct me.. ")

poems...

I'll kill him first..

Once I saw him
I hate him
I couldn't care less
to me he means all less

Next I saw
I hate him, too,
with a lesser hatred
and this can't be answered..

I hate to discover the truth
I hate to accept the truth
I cant decline the truth
all, coz I cant avoid the truth

so, please..
with the enormous wishes in my heart
don't be nice to please me
my hatred warm and save me
I still wanna keep my heart close shut..

What a depressing day!

I thought today was my day out from doing any of my regular house chores when suddenly my sister canceled her fetching time from 2.30 to 5.30.. then i dont know what happeng, but my bro didnt go and fetch her back.. and my other brother was soooooo immature saying that he thought my mum had fetched her earlier, and went to her school about 7 pm!!! and as usual, i were to be blamed coz i followed my mum to Alorstar... anyhow, ive done my mission : to take my SPM certificate!!!! hahaha.. at last! dah 2 tahun kot!my mum keep blaming me.. and I really hate it cos its not my fault.. then.. jeng3...the unexpected went on,

i fought in front of my mum's friends saying that its my bro's responsibility to make sure she arrives home safely as my mum had arranged it with him earlier.. but she still keep saying that I'm the one who to be blamed, and if anything happens to my sis, ill pay for it... crap!

you know la an, its like every problem in my life starts from a guy from my family!!!!!!!!!!! they just dont have the urge to change and fulfill their responsibilities towards d family.. kalau kat girlfriend nak pulak bagi lebih3! inilah generasi terakhir skrg!!

and that changed my mood for the rest of the day. i didnt talk.. and if i did talk , its not more than 50 words until i got back home.. just for answering some questions that needed to be answered..
like:

situation : dining hall..

1. kak naza : 'ikhlas, makanla'

me : ha.. 'makan2'

2. kakcik : ikhlas, masuk la, akak tu tgh bagi ceramah..
me : ......

one message has been received..
im not gonna reply that one.. really, ill reply the unexpected if i did..

then.... i saw a heavenly book shelf kat tepi tue.. ive chosen 'hidop bahagia dengan polygami' book..interesting..

hehe..... have to know even if I dont wanna share my hubby..
:P

"Sesungguhnya syariat Islamtak mungkin menghalalkan sesuatu yang memudaratkan manusia, sama seperti tidak mungkin mengharamkan manusia sesuatu yang memberi manfaat kepada mereka"

the language used is very simple, and it helped a lot in understanding the matter very well...
:)

and along the journey to AlorSetar this morning, I read a book 'The accidental tourist" by Anne Tyler....

It's about him being left by his wife after their son passed away.. to him, he can get over it. He once prepared for the moment of losing his son, where his son nearly knocked down by car. He prepared for the worst, to not to be depressed of what may come next. his wife kept blaming him, because to her.. he did not care for their son as much as she does.. (for the fact that he can control his woes). So to him, everyone should prepare themselves with expecting something worst, if not.. how can they continue living?

simple but a great book..! My mum was actually going to return the book to the library, but I read it first in the car before returning it back :P
hehhehe
two books in1 day..
IKHLAS SYIFA' LIKES THIS..@@##$%%!!~~~

juz watched a movie

ive just watched my sister's keeper.. gile best! interesting and touching... A very loving family that ive ever watched. (coz i don't really watch movies)... it realy makes me realize how family is verrrrry important..we cant get much support like that from anybody except from Allah and our family...
The story begins when..
I was practicing my multi-tasking activities as usual (messaging, facebooking, YMing,stalking blogs) then my sis came and said - "kakak, cite tu kene hayatila.. baru dapat tahu nape die dilahirkan..baik kakak tgk dari mule balik.."
and here we go, i started again.. with more focus then before(yeke?) but still with the multitasking thinging... but i eventually finish the movie with full hearted what..haha! im soo hungry but didnt go looking for something coz i lost my appetite wacthing this movie k... seriously, watch it!

my first day blogging

assalamualaikum..
hi there. this is my first day blogging.. ive been waiting for this moment.. haha! its just that,i dont have any lappie, no broadband too.. so, i dont think i can consistently blog before this.. but now, alhamdulillah im very grateful that my sis bought a broadband, and im the number one user after all.. (yeah!!).. so here i am!
im on my semester holiday actually... my next semester would be in july, so theres 4 months to go doing what i want to do. :P and that is : WHATEVER!!
what Im forced to do is being a maid in my own house..cant go to work,tahfiz,out, or doing what i planned for my holiday.. coz theres no car! so, ill find a different way of spending my precious time. of course i have to cook and do all the household chores in the house, but ill never giveup my bz-ness with reading!!
ive just read a book yesterday, titled 'aku, buku, dan cinta'.. yea i knoe the book title is soo much like for a student with books who have to follow the guidelines given, to go steady with their unofficial chosen-by-theirown spouse in campus and how to go steady with books and relationships.. hell no! dont judge a book by its cover dude! this book is totally not like that! this book is an inspiration by the writer(ive forgotten his name) who really fall in love with books and regard books as his lover.to whom he ever met, there is nothing compared to books.. to him, friends can be unexpected, but books, they give you endless information, idea, and by this, knowledge is propagated.. I totally agree!
and more, he said.. not everyone wanna listen to your thoughts, but books? if u write, it will always listen and be there for you no matter what. books can be your friend, lover, listener, teacher and everything that you require for books to be :)

wait for my exciting post(is it?).. for now, its goinna be private coz theres so much to tell about me and things around me.. this is just a testing post.. welcome to ikhlaskahaku blog..! hehe..
see you soon..