tafhiz.. am i going?

assalamualaikum.. juz got back from alorstar and jitra yesterday.. we went visiting a tahfiz there which maisarah had been studying after spm..
it was just oke, I mean,, takkan nak harap tahfiz 5 bintang plak an?
the ustazah gave me a list to be brought there, like :
1) kene bawak tilam, selimut bantal
(tido atas tilam, bgn pagi kene lipat) - nie yang paling malas neh! hehe
2) purdah
3) sarung tangan
4) jubah hitam

yang nie sume tak perlu risau, my sister dah ade..
tapi an, fuh.. ape rase pakai purdah ye?
ape rase duduk 3 bulan kat situ nnt? kang nages mintak balik kang!! hahaha << nie yang paling takot.. and, am i going to change after this? i mean , dah tak pergi jeram toi? haha
and i rase, akan ade lagi byk poem la lepas nie.. about my life at tahfiz!
but, i knoe i have to be strong.. and objective.. i cant play aroun, sembang sane sini.. coz i only have 3 months, to memorize as much as possible..

my sister said, "before coming here,, u kene ngulang dulu ape yang dah hapal, then ble masok cni, just proceed dgn hafalan.." but the thing is.. im not that discipline enough! hehe~~ pernah try ngulang balik, sehari dua hari je jadi.. lepas tu.. lalai~!
time semayang bace juzu' amar je... mane nak bace surah panjang2! takot tersilap.. maklomlah ingatan tak kuat
:P

so skrg, i nak gi men badminton kat luar.. :P nnt masok tahfiz, tak tau kat sane leh sports ke dak an.. kuar2 kang gemok.. hehe
this is for now :) i have another week to blog.. and then off.... off.. off... or forever.. ?